Sometimes I wonder if I did all I could
If I tried and gave it my all..
Makes me wonder how you're doing
If you've attempted to call.
Thinking back at the good times..
The times I can't forget
But reality makes it cloudy
With decisions I regret.
It's funny how life can change so fast
At a quick moment's instant..
Makes me wonder who I used to be
Keeps my life a little distant.
I do admit I'm not the same
I haven't been for a while..
And maybe that's a good thing
The frown behind the smile.
I took some time to think things through
Wondering where I might've went wrong..
It's a pity you're no longer here..
To show you the ways I grew strong.
To say that you're forgotten would only be a lie
You haunt my thoughts; emotionally..
And it sometimes makes me cry.
A woman will always be weak
For the one that got away..
But I found myself through the caprice
The real me is here to stay.
I don't pretend to be happy
I don't deny my true self..
I'm proud that I've moved on now
Through all the ways I felt.
Too much time occupied with thoughts of you
To know I can finally breathe now
Is more than I choose to do.
Sometimes I wonder if my ego got the best of me..
Did it push you away or break you free?
I guess it doesn't"t matter now
Things happen because they just do..
I wish I could go back in time
to just apologize to you.
What hurts the most is uncertainty
The thought of not knowing why..
Maybe that's how you wanted it
The truth, too intense, so you lied.
Whatever the case you're in my thoughts
Yet not in the same way..
Maybe you're just hard to forget..
Maybe that's all I can say.
If I tried and gave it my all..
Makes me wonder how you're doing
If you've attempted to call.
Thinking back at the good times..
The times I can't forget
But reality makes it cloudy
With decisions I regret.
It's funny how life can change so fast
At a quick moment's instant..
Makes me wonder who I used to be
Keeps my life a little distant.
I do admit I'm not the same
I haven't been for a while..
And maybe that's a good thing
The frown behind the smile.
I took some time to think things through
Wondering where I might've went wrong..
It's a pity you're no longer here..
To show you the ways I grew strong.
To say that you're forgotten would only be a lie
You haunt my thoughts; emotionally..
And it sometimes makes me cry.
A woman will always be weak
For the one that got away..
But I found myself through the caprice
The real me is here to stay.
I don't pretend to be happy
I don't deny my true self..
I'm proud that I've moved on now
Through all the ways I felt.
Too much time occupied with thoughts of you
To know I can finally breathe now
Is more than I choose to do.
Sometimes I wonder if my ego got the best of me..
Did it push you away or break you free?
I guess it doesn't"t matter now
Things happen because they just do..
I wish I could go back in time
to just apologize to you.
What hurts the most is uncertainty
The thought of not knowing why..
Maybe that's how you wanted it
The truth, too intense, so you lied.
Whatever the case you're in my thoughts
Yet not in the same way..
Maybe you're just hard to forget..
Maybe that's all I can say.
